so long

it’s been a while.

it’s not that i haven’t been thinking about things.  it’s just hard to discipline myself to write about them.

so the biggest thing that’s been on my mind lately is music and what i’m doing with it or not doing with it.

for a while now i’ve felt like i’ve been in a limbo with music that i write.  it’s been difficult coming up with ideas that i’m excited enough about to finish.  most of what i’ve done recently, i stop half way through and realize i just don’t like it.  i try to just squeeze my cheecks and push through, but then i get frustrated with myself because i’m spending my time on something that i hate.

but maybe that’s the point.  maybe i’ve got to just write for the sake of writing and eventually all the crap will come out and i’ll hit something worth while.  i hope so.